Where have all the rapids gone? Did I leave them in the past and from now on it’s all just plain sailing? I bloody hope not 😉
Some days I feel that life is passing by just a little too smoothly and much to fast. For all the goods stuff that happens and fact that for the most part I’m doing only the things I enjoy – there is a small part of me that want to just say ‘fuck it’ and do something else. Don’t get awkward and ask me what! And yes, I know that shortly after I start doing it I’ll just want to stop – but don’t we all feel like that occasionally? Isn’t it healthy to do that? A break from the norm. A little release from reality.
I love living a less stressful life in the country. I love the peace and quiet, the tranquility and calm and the restfulness of days with no demands.
But occasionally I want to cast it aside. Recapture something I lost, or is it I want to lose something I have? Lose a day in the pub like I used to before I grew up and got sensible.
I think we all sometimes wish to be carefree and single without any responsibilities and I think that’s okay.
It helps you appreciate what you have all the more.